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炎热下午，在阳台吹风吃饭，楼上传来林俊杰的音乐。。。

蓝天白云。。。

突然什么都忘了。。。好久没这感觉了。。。

好喜欢这阳台。。。

赶完功课我要好好享受这阳台带来的美丽 ^^

I am not suppose to type a blog when I have tones of work to be done in less than 2 weeks for my final submission. But guilt…. It kills me…n I have to either talk to sum1 o type it out.. well.. of course talking is much faster n time saving… but somehow, it makes me a loser to even tell sum1…plus who da hell cares to hear me bragging about guilt?! Plus da console words nvr works on me… unless you solve it for me!

I have so many things to blog but da laziness n busyness always win…from my trip to Pangkor island, my photo session, my dreams (real dreams during sleeps), my struggle of dancing w a back injury, emotions of losing awareness on my body coordination, my last choreography havoc, my last dance production, my thesis crisis, my trip to Perhentian, my words to FDS family, my thank you list to friends who had supported me for this 5 yrs, stupid thoughts that I think its brilliant n da list goes on…

Yet, nothing wins except the GUILT… few weeks’ b4 da show, I lived in little hours of sleep and plenty hours of surviving in studios or halls or auditorium w Livita… I was amazed on how many bottle of Livita I had in my room!So durin da last few days b4 da performance, I was in blur shit… I can evan drive with half asleep.

I was smart enuf to tell myself to take off my necklace n put it in a safe place yet I am dumb enuf to 4got n lost it…. Da last time I saw it was in my bag… but its gone…

I am smart enuf to take off rm200 at home n put it somewhere safe so that juz in case my wallet got stolen in d auditorium, I still have rm200 but I am dumb enuf to 4 got where da hell is dat safe place??

I am smart enuf to keep my fren’s license which left in my car n plan to give it to him da nx day bcoz he wasn’t taking my car home, yet I am dumb enuf to 4got n lost it. (I had a chance to give him right after he left da car, but I only called him n he said keep it 1^st, I met him on da way back n my window was opened n he talk to me while both was on da road, yet I din gav it to him) my memory stops at da moment I put it in my bag.

So one day he finally called me 2 days ago when I was almost fell asleep. Then it freaked me out in total! Bcoz few days ago I searched all da possible places for my necklace n I dun remember seeing any pinkish cards! N I was damn right.. I am a loser…. I lost it…. I find it so freaking hard to tell him, n I was in da middle of vomiting out my remaining 7000 words for da nx morning submissions. I told myself I can find it, but its juz lame excuses to get me thru da nites… n every time I was in da verge of falling asleep, I click to dat burden n I get wide awake. N dat feeling suck!

While searching, I wish I could at least find back da necklace… but not even a glimpse of glitter o pinkish card caught my eyes… sucks! Its juz sucks!! It had been long time since da last guilt haunts me…. So IT REALLY SUCKS!!! It’s not da value of a white gold n I dun even give damn bout that shitty 200 bucks! Its VALUE of the gift frm my grandma on my 21^st bday!!! Its da RESPONSIBILITY of taking care on sum1’s property! N da troubles I gave to dat person juz kill me!

Suddenly it makes me think if my bag does eat things up? O my hamster actually sneaks out at night to steal it as a revenge of ignoring her. Or is da existence of fairy who steal thing while u asleep r real? SHUT UP! I am rational enough to know it’s my carelessness. *sulk* U dun have to tell me that! *sulk**sulk**sulk*

You will understand what ‘tenjewberrymuds’ means by the end of the conversation. This has been nominated for the best email of 2007. The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room-service, at a hotel in Asia, which was recorded and published in the Far East Economic Review:

Room Service (RS): “Morrin. - Roon sirbees.”

Guest (G): “Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service.”

RS: “Rye..Roon sirbees..morrin! Jewish to oddor sunteen??”

G: “Uh..yes.I’d like some bacon and eggs.”

RS: “Ow July den?”

G: “What??”

RS: “Ow July den?…pryed, boyud, poochd?”

G : “Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry, scrambled please.”

RS: “Ow July dee baykem? Crease?”

G: “Crisp will be fine.”

RS : “Hokay. An Sahn toes?”

G: “What?”

RS:”An toes. July Sahn toes?”

G: “I don’t think so.”

RS: “No? Judo wan sahn toes??”

G: “I feel really bad about this, but I don’t know what ‘judo wan sahn toes’ means.”

RS: “Toes! toes!…Why jew don juan toes? Ow bow Anglish moppin we bodder?”

G: “English muffin!! I’ve got it! You were saying ‘Toast.’ Fine. Yes, an English muffin will be fine.”

RS: “We bodder?”

G: “No…just put the bodder on the side.”

RS: “Wad! ?”

G: “I mean butter…just put it on the side.”

RS: “Copy?” G: “Excuse me?”

RS: “Copy…tea…meel?”

G: “Yes. Coffee, please, and that’s all.”

RS: “One Minnie. Scramah egg, crease baykem, Anglish moppin w bodder on sigh and copy….rye??”

G: “Whatever you say.”

RS: “Tenjewberrymuds.”

G : “You’re very welcome.”

I am pissed off!!! So so so pissed!!!! Its happening over n over again!!!!! Damn it! Look! I really dislike any outsiders to get into my room. OK?!?!!?! Wat is so hard to understand about privacy huh? FUCK! Damn it! My roommate brought her bf into my JB rental room.. n get him to sleep in my room… n now both my bro is making my Subang room as some hotel o wat? Romance spaces? WTF MAN?!?! I tot room is a person most private space?! Damn! Evan if ur bf gets u into his sis room… common… aren’t u suppose to respect his sis? Cant u say NO? I doubt u evan tot of saying no! FUCK! N u guys sit n lay on my bed… MY BED!!!! Something I get myself clean up b4 getting on it!! Something I sleep 6 to 8 hours o evan more!!!! DAMN IT!

N both my beloved bro…. u know how hygiene meant to ur sis… I am tolerating u to lay on my bed weather u r clean o not… BECAUSE! I take u as my bro, I tolerate w both of u!! I found USED cotton budS, USED tissues USED boxer, ur comic books on my bed n I still tolerate! Now u guys get ur gurls in my room n DON’T tell me its juz in my room n not on my bed!!!!! With pants n clothes that have contact w public bus seats? Restaurants chairs?? Ur stupid pinafore???N ur dirty feet!! WTF?! N I dun wanna talk about any dirty things u guys will do in my bed! Dun take me as an idiot n I dunno wat couples do in a locked room!

Juz because u r my bro’s gf, o u r my best fren’s bro (if its juz purely roommate’s bf my patient will not b dat much!)… It DOESN’T GIVES U ANY SPECIAL PRIVILEGE TO HANG ARD IN MY ROOM!!!!! O WORSE SLEEP ON MY BED!!!! DAMN IT!!!!

If its not bcoz I still consider the relationship w your sister o my brothers…. I will not fucking give any shit of face to u!!!! I almost slammed into the room to scold u.. but mom n grandma asked me not to… FINE!!!!! i hope who ever u r.. will see this n KNOCK KNOCK!!!!! Learn some RESPECT N PRIVACY!!!!

I will still tolerate because now I am not staying permanent in this room… when I grad n I do get a job back in kl… I aint gonna let this happen anymore! Same goes to my roommate n ur lovely bf…. I still tolerate because I know u r taking precautions n I dun snap on ur bf face to face not bcoz i dun dare. Its because I still respect his sister!

2NIGHT I WILL RATHER SLEEP ON MY LIVING ROOM SOFA THAN MY BED

N

THE DAY I COME BACK FRM IPOH WILL B DA DAY TO CHANGE MY BED SHEET N ALL PILLOWS N BLANKETS!!!!

1) At an Optometrist’s office: “If you don’t see what you’re looking for, you’ve come to the right place.”

2) In a Restaurant window: “Don’t stand there hungry. Come on in and get fed up.”

3) In a Podiatrist’s office: “Time wounds all heels.”

4) On a Plumber’s Shop: “We repair what your husband fixed.”

5) On the trucks of a Plumbing Company: “Don’t sleep with a drip. Call us.”

6) Pizza Shop Slogan: “7 days without pizza makes one weak.”

7) At a Tire Shop: “Invite us to your next blowout.”

On a Plastic Surgeon’s Office door: “Hello. Can we pick your nose?”

9) At a Towing company: “We don’t charge an arm and a leg. We want tows.”

10) On an Electrician’s truck: “Let us remove your shorts.”

11) In a Nonsmoking Area: “If we see smoke, we will assume you are on fire and put you out.”

12) On a Septic Tank Truck sign: “We’re #1 in the #2 business.”

13) On a Fence: “Salesmen welcome! Dog food is expensive.”

14) At a Car Dealership: “The best way to get back on your feet — miss a car payment.”

15) Outside a Muffler Shop: “No appointment necessary. We hear you coming.”

16) At the Electric Company: “We would be delighted if you send in your payment. However, if you don’t, you will be de-Lighted.”

17) In the front yard of a Funeral Home: “Please drive carefully. We’ll wait.

its 2.12am

i ate an icecream half an hour ago… coz too hungry…

mayb due to the reaction of coffee and  ice cream in my stomach, it had been shouting non stop… T.T

glu glu glu~~ gas gas gas~ gastric gastric gastric~~

getting sick of browsing architects site management… getting impatient for waiting all da performance art centre tab to complete…

will i manage to make appointment w government architect b4 raya?

will i manage to finish it b4 9/10?

will i manage to find a site within tis holiday?

will i manage to complete my case study for feng shui architecture?

will i manage to come out a complete building program?

glu glu glu~~

2molo will help fren to do a 3d model rm200 for 1 bangalow… hehe…i know i will be busy like hell n it requires ard 3 days to complete… yet stil cant resist on trying new things… haha~

can i waste some time to stop the time?

can i? can i? can i?

sigh~

对自己说不该再对你有任何的期望，任何多余的关心，任何多余的付出。但每次总是不知觉得，很自然的付出。。。

对你冷漠无情，却令自己难过挣扎。

可是我比以前无情了。。。

不想再受伤害。。。

不想再为你流一滴眼泪。。。

感谢你的付出。。。

不该再为你的付出心软。。。

还是很内疚，但我会学习。

如何爱惜自己。。。

如何放下。。。

你知道你自己是不好过的。。。。

以你之前的经验。。。

你也知道你有时是没有那耐力去面对的。。。

但没有关系。。。

有时不想再奋斗下去了。。。

就let
it go lo……

or stop for a while lo…

if only its dat easy for me to stop

就放开一阵子。。。

逃避一阵子。。

去玩玩。。。寻找动力。。。

过后再回去面对生活的一切无奈。。。

不然可以找像我这样的朋友。。。

给你鼓励！！！

wakakak!!!

-.-lll

i m serious ok….

o

ya la….

当时虽然没什么感激的表示，其实真的很感动。。。
认识你我从不后悔。。。
真的。。。
谢谢你。。。

i gave up…
i am totally heartbroken…
surprise w ur thought…
surprise w how u think of me…
how dark ur thoughts r…
ur words cuts through my heart…

guess time really proves….
proves to me ur real side…
every single space u lived in my heart is now dead…
sorry…
sorry for not putting any faith on u anymore…
sorry…

穿上全白，跑到UTM马场拍很笨蛋的MTV给我们course的malam multimedia用。做了很多白痴的动作，但很开心。。哈哈哈！或许知道已是final yr了，比较珍惜大学的无知生活吧！还好有带相机，也多谢阿辉！嘻嘻！要不然也没那么好素质的照片。。。看来我还要多多练习相机的技巧！

突然对24节令鼓很好奇。。。
突然好想学打鼓。。。
突然那把火又燃烧起来了。。。
突然。。。
好突然。。。

been rotten for these few days…. i skip going back subang so that i can concentrate in my work here… but i ended up doing nothing for these few days…. *sulk*
SO! for 2day i want to make it to the fullest!!!!
gambatae on my thesis research!!!!!
加油！加油！加油！

刚刚整理座位，不知头脑想去哪儿。。。

发觉我这人很懒，很乱。懒睡，懒出门（可以一星期关闭在房只吃麦片，室友怕我营养不足甘愿特地打包回来给我），懒动，懒冲凉，懒！懒！懒！懒！

每当要做任何东西都提不起劲。。。可是当我开始做就会做下去。。比如整理桌子，要不就乱到朋友都不能顶，干脆帮我收拾。要不就一收拾就好像过年大扫除。。。

这是极端吗？

有人说我很极端，很少会停留在灰色地带。但想想，我很多时候都不能下决定。不过有了立场就会很坚持。。。就变成执著了。。。好矛盾哦！

怎么觉得自己好像在讲着废话？随便啦~

对！还有就是很随便！随便到给人占便宜！当然没到肉体上的程度啦！或许我觉得‘情’字比任何物质来的重要吧！可是就是酱子让人觉得越来越不需对我客气对他们而言也成了一种习惯。。。好气！好气！但却很心软。。。唉。。。

还有什么？伤感算吗？常常都想多多搞到自己很忧郁。。。很讨厌伤心的感觉可是遍遍又犯贱，时不时就挖回心疼的记忆。。。==打了这一句也觉得自己很笨蛋！

还有！洁僻~ Surprise? 懒人怎么可能会洁癖？我也觉得很奇怪。。。我能顶乱不能顶肮脏！比如看到宠物碰到我，我就会仿佛看到一大堆细菌在我身上繁殖着。。。好恶！还有外面回来后一定要洗脚有时懒没洗可是走不了几步就会往冲凉房去。。碰了公共设备就会觉得手上有一个layer，所以我会右手碰公共东西左手碰脸啦！食物啦！bag啦！穿了出去的衣服决不能躺床！NO！NO！NO！谁满身汗躺我的床肯定给我死！我即刻换床单！即使练完舞已三更半夜累得爬不起冲凉，我也宁愿睡地上（然后半夜冷醒才去冲凉上床睡觉）。还有好多噢~

觉得我夸张的人，其实我妈更够力！我在家时时被骂不卫生！奇怪~怎么我弟却肮脏到呕？

不定性咯！很容易发闷~除非一样东西能抓到我的注意力让我很好奇或想挑战，要不然我肯定会发霉。是不是觉得和我之前说可以懒到一星期关闭在房很矛盾？

爱吃煎炸食物又不爱喝水。不能改了。。。由我有记忆开始就这样。。。搞到以前发育时期每月生一次病连续几年。。。都是同样原因 –〉喉咙肿，发烧，咳嗽，伤风。有一次去朋友房过夜发觉他的狗喝水比我还多！我在他家过了一天半才问他杯和水在那。自己高胆固醇，宁愿少吃其他东西就是不能自制煎炸食物。。。唉~

认识我的人。。。你们觉得我忽略了什么坏习惯？

日本-東京
在人流不息的銀座廣場, 一个日本男人不小心刮開了一个日本單身女人的超短裙.
日本男人還沒開口, 那日本單身女人一個90度的大鞠躬, 然后说道: 不好意思, 給您添麻煩了! 都怪裙子的品質不好…
說完, 取出一個別針別好, 又匆匆走掉.

美國-紐約
在人來人往的時代廣場, 一个美國男人不小心刮開了一个美國單身女人的超短裙.
美國男人還沒開口, 那美國單身女人立刻從身上摸出一張名片來: 這是我律師的電話, 他會找你細談關于你性騷擾我的事情, 你可以做好準備, 我們法庭上見…
說完, 記下美國男人的姓名電話, 揚頭走掉.

法國-巴黎
在聞名于世的凱旋門廣場上, 一个法國男人不小心刮開了一个法國單身女人的超短裙.
法國男人還沒開口, 那法國單身女人咯咯一笑, 然後細手搭肩的說道: 如果你不介意的話, 送我一枝玫瑰來向我道歉吧…
說完, 法國男人從花店買了一枝玫瑰, 還請她去酒吧喝上一杯, 然後兩人一起去一家小旅館再研究一下超短裙以內的事情…

英國-倫敦
在泰晤士河邊的教堂廣場上, 一个英國男人不小心刮開了一个英國單身女人的超短裙.
英國男人還沒開口, 那英國單身女人忙用手裡的報紙遮住裙子開了的部分, 紅著臉說: 先生,可以先送我回家嗎? 我家就在前面不遠处…
說完, 英國男人把自己的上衣脫下來, 披在她身上, 叫了一輛Taxi, 安全的把她送到家, 然后換了一件裙子.

中國-北京
在人頭簇動的天安门广场前, 一个北京男子不小心刮開了一个北京單身女人的超短裙.
北京男子還沒開口, 那北京單身女人揚手一記響亮的耳光往那北京男子脸上打去, 還抓住北京男子的脖領子不放: 你這個不要臉的傢伙! 敢吃老娘豆腐, 让我送你去勞改!!!

台灣-西門町
在台灣的西門町裡, 一个台客不小心刮開了一个台湾女學生的超短學生裙.
台客還沒開口, 那個台湾女學生就咯咯一笑, 對著台客說: 價錢還沒談攏, 你就要先看貨了呀!

香港-銅鑼灣
在人山人海的時代廣場, 一个香港中年男人不小心刮開了一个年約18岁香港女生的超短裙.
香港男人還沒開口, 那香港女生就大聲骂道: 我吊你老母! 你當我是庙街的鱼蛋妹啊!! 小心我去找人來砍你全家!!

韓國-首尔
在布满行人的南大门街上, 一个韩国中年男人不小心刮開了一个年約18岁韩国女生的超短裙.
韩国男人還沒開口, 那韩国女生二話不說便踢出一個彈跳迴旋踢, 然後冷冷地說道: 你找死啊! 你不知道我是跆拳道黑帶二段嗎?

泰國-曼谷
在曼谷的街上, 一个泰国中年男人不小心刮開了一个年約18岁泰国女生的超短裙.
泰国男人忙亂地道歉, 那泰国女生優雅地雙手合十於面前, 緩慢地作一姿勢優美的敬禮, 以嬌人欲滴的聲音說: 沒關係, 先生. 我是男人…

In the world of romance, one single rule  applies:

Make the woman happy. Do something she likes, and you get points.  Do something she dislikes and points are subtracted.

You don’t get any  points for doing something she expects. Sorry,that’s the way the game is  played.

Here is a guide to the point system:

SIMPLE DUTIES
You make  the bed (+1)
You make the bed, but forget the decorative pillow(0)
You  throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets (-1)
You go out to buy her what she  wants (+5)
In the rain (+8)
But return with Beer (-5)

You check out a  suspicious noise at night (0)
You check out a suspicious noise, and it is  nothing(0)
You check out a suspicious noise and it is something (+5)
You  pummel it with iron rod (+10)
It’s her pet (-10)

SOCIAL  ENGAGEMENTS
You stay by her side the entire party (0)
You stay by her side  for a while, then leave to chat with a college buddy(-2)
Named Tina  (-4)
Tina is a dancer (-6)
Tina has silicon implants (-80)

HER  BIRTHDAY
You take her out to dinner (0)
You take her out to dinner and  it’s not a sports bar (+1)
Okay, it’s a sports bar (-2)
And  it’s all-you-can-eat night(-3)
It’s a sports bar, it’s all-you-can-eat  night, and your face is painted the colors of your favorite team  (-10)

A NIGHT OUT
You take her to a movie (+2)
You take her to a  movie she likes (+4)
You take her to a movie you hate (+6)
You take her to  a movie you like (-2)
It’s called ‘DeathCop’ (-3)
You lied and said it was  a foreign film about orphans (-15)

YOUR PHYSIQUE
You develop a  noticeable potbelly (-15)
You develop a noticeable potbelly and exercise to  get rid of it (+10)
You develop a noticeable potbelly and resort to  baggy jeans and baggyHawaiian shirts (-30)
You say, "It doesn’t matter,  you have one too." (-8000)

ENJOY THE BIG QUESTION
She asks, "Do I  look fat?" (-5) [Yes, you lose points no matter what]
You hesitate in  responding (-10)
You reply, "Where?" (-35)
Any other response  (-20)

COMMUNICATION
When she wants to talk about a  problem , you  listen, displaying what looks like a concerned  expression (0)
You  listen, for over 30 minutes (+50)
You listen for more than 30 minutes without  looking at the TV (+500)
She realizes this is because you have fallen  asleep (-10000)

Now what chance do you have???

greg:    
the options ..r there for u JUNE
greg:    
it’s now up to u…which u wana choose
greg:    
of cos the last option is puttin up with all this crap n make ur life more miserable
greg:    
u jus leave certains things just like tat..floatin in thin air..hopin for a miracle to take place
greg:    
i mean u jus cant leave things floatin like this
greg:    
this demands for an action

greg….if its that easy to make up a decision….. mayb we might not have such conversation…

i wanna escape…
i hate it…i hate everything…
i wanna gasp for air…
i am suffocating…
where is the escape door?

little wonders… its it still remain?

兜兜转转还是回了原点。。。多了一份伤感。。。

可惜？不懂。。。

累与泪多的不知如何释放。。。

its been long… did not touch my blog for sometime…after reading back those craps i wrote… dance…photography…travel…worries…unwanted memories…blablabla… sigh.. time flies…

so many things had happened n yet so little time to appreciate them all…
back injury > slip disc > pain (both heart n back) > whacked by truth (forever with disc poking on my both legs nerves) > intensive physiotherapy > giving all the troubles to frens to carry my stuff frm hostel to house > moved to Telok Blangah, Singapore (again fren carried my stuff frm jb to sg) > practical in CSYA > new people, new enviro, new currency, new way of transportation > 1st meal w hse mate > explore explore explore Singapore > made new frens frm thai & indonesia (weird…where r those singaporeans??) > training pass frm MOM > cheap food in chinatown > tried so hard to watched sg art fest opening ceremony > great night view in Boat Quay n Clarke Quay > lonely walk frm boat quay to Fullertone hotel to esplanade to merlion to Clarke Quay > SIA dinner > back pain after wearin high heels for 1 nite > packets of corn, cups of bubble tea, egg tarts, tomatoes, expired bread w eggs, dumplings frm owner > countless tears frm drama series > stupid laptop > 126 bus to work > pro bus drivers > porn advertisement board > countless claim for dinners n cab fares > maxwell food court > Thai food > Muffin > sausage > peanut soup > 1st salary >
14sgd drink > spent on clothes n meal in msia > Geylang soy drink n hot chicks > walked frm Gey St 1 to St27 trice > double decker > Katong laksa, rojak, charcoal toast, tofu > Katong red factory > Malay Village juz like Msia > lost in Blalestine bread, housing like Habitat frm Blalestine > Sim Lim Square > DHL hot air balloon > National Library > buy material frm Bras Basah > linger on churches ard Bras Basah > Night Safari (was soooo close w da cheetah n hyenas) > Bugis Street > snap snap in LaSalle Institute > Little India > collect postcards > cool peformance in Esplanade > Hydro Sepian in Bedok reservoir > old lady singing in Chinatown street > cool n cute uncle dancing along ^^ > Vivo City > KTM > cross da road to tell every1 i am a malaysian LOL! > cool trisaw > romantic walk across tunnels > amazing experience in Guan Ying Tang > bargain w money changer > sex shop hahaha~ > my supervisor  sushi buffet treat > troubles w cancellation pass n 2nd salary (thx 2 da clerk) > train frm SG to JB to KL to Subang (slept in snow) > HOME…..

[2:56:23 AM] wjiun says: wat do u imagine i wil be in my future?
[2:56:43 AM] aNgO says: liew kap
[2:57:23 AM] aNgO says: later tel u
[2:57:29 AM] aNgO says: let me think in toilet
[3:02:34 AM] aNgO says: a sexy n messy independent photographer
[3:02:42 AM] aNgO says: ya
[3:08:09 AM] wjiun says: ==
[3:08:29 AM] wjiun says: messy i understand… sexy?!?
[3:08:34 AM] aNgO says: n hv bf in evy country u goes
[3:08:37 AM] aNgO says: wahaha
[3:08:37 AM] wjiun says: -_-lll
[3:08:41 AM] aNgO says: exciting
[3:08:41 AM] wjiun says: ==
[3:08:45 AM] wjiun says: i amnot jping
[3:09:17 AM] wjiun says: wei, seriously la~~
[3:09:21 AM] aNgO says: urs is the wisdom n independent type sexy
[3:09:37 AM] aNgO says: ppl wil think u r sexy bcoz of ur thinking n attitude
[3:09:44 AM] aNgO says: u know wat u want
[3:09:48 AM] wjiun says: ==
[3:09:49 AM] aNgO says: u know wat u r doin
[3:09:54 AM] aNgO says: i m serious la
[3:09:56 AM] aNgO says: I^(&%*)&
[3:09:59 AM] aNgO says: ==
[3:12:40 AM] wjiun says: ==
[3:13:08 AM] aNgO says: i m serious leh
[3:13:15 AM] aNgO says: 8-|
[3:13:19 AM] aNgO says: serious face
[3:13:33 AM] aNgO says: as i imagine
[3:13:37 AM] aNgO says: u will b traveling around
[3:13:44 AM] aNgO says: photographing
[3:14:54 AM] aNgO says: b4 tat u hv to grad, then work for few years
[3:15:31 AM] aNgO says: then after ur bros hv settle down
[3:15:37 AM] aNgO says: ur family ok n stable
[3:15:45 AM] aNgO says: n u hv collected some fund
[3:16:04 AM] aNgO says: enough for traveling n ady gained experience in photography
[3:16:11 AM] aNgO says: by doing free lance mayb
[3:16:18 AM] aNgO says: then u hv developed ur own style
[3:16:38 AM] aNgO says: then u can quit ur job in firm
[3:16:43 AM] aNgO says: n go traveling
[3:16:50 AM] aNgO says: n take as many photos as u like
[3:17:00 AM] aNgO says: then can set up ur own website
[3:17:23 AM] aNgO says: by that time mayb u hv ady settle down with 1 guy
[3:17:59 AM] aNgO says: but it doesnt stop u from having affairs with others when traveling
[3:18:03 AM] aNgO says: short term one
[3:18:04 AM] aNgO says: no harm
[3:18:06 AM] aNgO says: hehe
[3:18:16 AM] aNgO says: he wil accept it la
[3:18:26 AM] aNgO says: mayb he can go along w u sometimes
[3:18:30 AM] aNgO says: wahaha
[3:18:34 AM] aNgO says: perfect
[3:19:00 AM] aNgO says: (poolparty)
[3:19:18 AM] aNgO says: then when u come bc from evy trip share w me ur experience
[3:19:25 AM] aNgO says: may b attending my wedding
[3:19:33 AM] aNgO says: seeing my children
[3:19:34 AM] aNgO says: XD

any words frm u who r reading? how i wish aNgo saying can come true asap…. hehe~